it’s weird to think that everyone views you differently like one person might think you put the stars in the sky and another person could think you crawled out of the pits of hell and are here to drag them down with you
third wheeling two girls who are best friends is so much worse than third wheeling a couple
anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.
It’ll hurt more than I can possibly show,
But I’d rather die before begging anyone to ever stay again,
Even if it hurts to say the words “The end”."